The morning is passing quicker than I want it too. 1:00 is coming so fast. I don’t want it to come. I don’t want it to get to that hour. That hour when I have to go into a room and say good bye to him. That hour when I have to try to be strong
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Permission To Not Be Sad
Yesterday was Thanksgiving, my favorite holiday of the entire year. It was a weird day and it ended badly. Late in the day, I called my mom to do the Happy Thanksgiving thing. I received the news on that call that my Papaw’s health had deteriorated again and the doctors only expected him to have
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Confrontation… no thank you, I’m a peace keeper
Over the past several years I have become keenly aware of my dislike of confrontations of any sort and the extreme lengths I have taken to avoid them. I believe that it may stem from my childhood where confrontations ended in screaming, fighting, fists and once, even gunshots. Certainly there was violence and tears
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just not myself
what has happened to me. there was a time in my life when i handled things about 150k times better than i do now. lately the slightest little bump in the road sends me spinning off in frustration and anger. once upon a time i was the kind of person who KNEW that there was
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So Tired
I am tired. Every muscle hurts from all the packing I’ve been doing and all the cleaning I’ve been helping my family do at my cousin’s house so he can move his family in. I’m ready to feel sexy again, ready to have the energy to be social again. I think I need a nap.
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A terrible sad day for me
i miss my children. i miss my sons. i miss them all the time. there isn’t a day that goes by that i don’t think about them and wish i could touch them or talk to them like i used to. most days i can handle it. i have lots of stuff to keep me
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The end of a dream
I got a job. I am so excited about it. I will be working in the property management field again. Leasing units at an Active Senior Living community. A manager’s position will be coming up on the property in a month or two and I am believing for that position / promotion. The thing about it
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The irresponsible daughter
My father’s daughter? Really? The irresponsible daughter? Sometimes I wonder why it is so bad to be the whimsical, determined, hopeful, by the seat of my pants daughter that I am? Really, what is wrong with that. Is it so wrong to pick up and do something different, even it is a little risky and
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Blessings in disguise
When Don and I decided to move to Havasu from Vegas six years ago, it came at a price. We both have kids with previous partners who remained in Vegas. So since we were the ones who moved away, it was our responsibility to do most of the driving to be sure the ex’s got
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I have decided
I have decided that God loves me – that he cares about my health and well-being and that he wants me to go to Heaven. I am sure that I am supposed to be good and that I am supposed to try to win people to the kingdom and save their immortal souls. Another thing
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Be Beautiful
I read something this morning ❣❣❣ here ❣❣❣ that contained words that wholly encompass my
What will be left…
So a month ago my oldest son turned 20 years old. In eight days my second
Deck the Halls…
One of my favorite Christmas traditions from my childhood was decorating the tree. I remember
A terrible sad day for me
i miss my children. i miss my sons. i miss them all the time. there
A broken place
Tonight I… well, we went to church and we almost didn’t stay because there wasn’t
My little family is falling apart
So most of you know by now that my ex and I decided to let
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