I am WORN out! I am TIRED TO DAMN DEATH of this fight. Every time we catch our breath and think life is going to be ok, something else hits us between the eyes.
I’m not even going to give a written voice to what we are dealing with NOW, but it is as bad as anything else maybe even worse and we are so worn down – I seriously do NOT know where we will get the strength to fight the battle. I don’t know how we can survive without the things we are on the verge of losing and I miss my kids SO MUCH it hurts my heart every time I think of them and I don’t know – thanks to this new garbage – when I will be able to see them again.
I need help – right now. I am LOST. Having done all to stand I am standing on God’s word that says he meets all our needs and that he gives those that seek him and believe in him the desires of thier hearts. I’m standing but just barely. I am tired and feel just beat the hell out of. I just don’t know how much more fight is left in me.
Everyone tells me we’re not alone – everyone is going through tough times – it’s hard everywhere. Well for what it’s worth everyone may be going through the same things I am but I feel like the only one who can’t handle it – I feel like I am falling apart at the seams and blubbering all over everyone with ears!
It’s good times let me tell you.