I got a job. I am so excited about it. I will be working in the property management field again. Leasing units at an Active Senior Living community. A manager’s position will be coming up on the property in a month or two and I am believing for that position / promotion.
The thing about it is that I find myself with very little time left over and as much as I love web site design and marketing, I am starting to think maybe it isn’t the best use of my extra time. I find myself procrastinating the work on the sites I have and I don’t want to frustrate people by not doing the updates in a timely fashion. Thing is that all the sites I have right now, are sites I have been donating my time too, so it is free service. I think, “well, what if they were paying me – would I still be procrastinating?” I think I would. I just find myself not wanting to do it anymore. It’s weird, the end of a dream. But, dang – I’ve been trying to get this ball rolling for over 5 years and not much has come of it – maybe it is time to call the end of the dream.I feel bad but don’t want to do a bad job, even if the service is free. I can’t wait to start my new job on Monday.
I love property management and I know I am going to love this job. I don’t think there will be much time for anything else. It’s sad but kind of a relief at the same time. It could be a permanent cessation or possibly something else will come up in the future and breathe new life into it.
Well I have to do the dinner thing. I know this was kind of a ramble, but just thought I had to put into words a hard, sad decision.