I really really want to design amazing beautiful stunning websites that function and are efficient I want my web design services to be in demand enough that I can work from my home and spend the day with my kids, but still make money for my household.
I really believe that this is what I am supposed to be doing. I love it so much. I can’t wait until I can afford to take some classes so that I can put that much needed edge on my designs.
ahhhh… one day. one day it will come to be. i’ll just keep on doing what i am doing until i can take some classes and i’ll keep on learning and trying new things and making free sites for my friends until I am good enough that clients will actually want to pay for my services.
I’m just kinda down, because tonight i told don that maybe i should back off doing the website thing and instead focus on my real job and he made such a good point that if i do that, i’ll never learn what i need to to achieve the dream i have been holding onto for almost two years.
i’m going to bed. maybe tomorrow will be better. good night 🙂